Well, when the angst becomes too much - I do try to focus on the fluffier memories Connor must have while imprisoned. He obviously bonded with his father, was reunited with his living recruits and perhaps the people of the Homestead and the Aquila crew... though I doubt Faulkner is still alive, remained good friends with Kanon to the time of his death, and sure there were some fluffy family moments before everything goes to hell.